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| wow it's been a while. sry people.
what's new? Welllll.... I'm actually going to a real, intense, 6 week music camp. Just not sure which one though. Meadowmount, Encore and Heifetz all accepted me but Meadowmount didn't give me scholarship so they're out, and I'm still waiting to here from Encore about $$ from them. (non-string people just ignore this paragraph... sorry to bore you). I'm just so excited to spend an entire summer with people I don't know. To practice as many hours as I can, and to be TOLD and MADE to practice (something that doesn't really happen around here). sounds like heaven. :)
But before camp I have my very first vocal competition in Kentucky next weekend.... a little scared about that one. and after that...prom! Anna's excited but has no style so she's kind of worried/stressed about how to dress up her dress. :(
but that's for another time.....
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| OK this is fun.... :) and this is kinda cool too. weeeeeeee I think I just stick with this for now. :) Sorry for the ADD.... This is what happens when I'm stalling. I need to practice some more, but I don't feel like it. What's wrong w/ me??? I think it's b/c I have to record/video my Bach tomorrow for camps, and I just don't even want to really know how bad it is. You guys might say a prayer for me around 1 o'clock. Why do I freak out about people? I'm always freaking out about someone.... right now I'm terrified of the teachers at the amazing camps I'm applying to. Yes, they have outragious resume's and have taught other kids who now have amazing resume's, but they're after all, still people.... mere mortals.... like me :). This is where the fact that God is sovereign and completely better than all people is a nice thing. a'ight... have a good week. oh, and i"m getting a facebook (i'm too lazy to set it up), but when I get less lazy I will. Lemme know who all has one. | | |
| Busy, tired, dead brain. Welcome back to school. Things seem different this semester... my teachers all seem kind of on edge. I think i'm on edge too... i've been pretty snippy, and I hate it when I'm like that. The things I want to do, I don't do, and the things I do do, I detest. Pray? Read? Those are the only things I can think of to do. until later....
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| Question No. 1: Laziness on break is viewed by many as an "OK thing". A little extra sleep and relaxation never hurt anyone, right? Well, I was quite lazy this break, and now I feel like I've wasted time that God gave me. Granted, I was sick and needed to rest, but I continued with my sleep-aholic behavior after I was sick. I just feel like I've not been a good steward with God. Rest is good, but I feel like He gives us an entire day (Sunday), and I ignore the ability to rest physically and spiritually in God. Right now, I'm praying for balance, and guidance as I'm trying to have days that are filled with God glorifying moments. Of course I can't do that. I'm hopeless without his help, so prayer and moderation are my only two suggestions.
Question No. 2: What am I?? Why in the world am I pursuing three different instruments? Am I a violinist, pianist, vocalist, or something more normal.... maybe a umm...? I know I shouldn't worry about this, but it would be kind of nice if I could be focusing in on whatever it is I will be, so I can prepare myself as best I can. I'm so happy God doesn't require diplomas or other degrees along with a resume' and letter of recommendation for heaven.
Question No. 3: Why the heck am I still online? I have a lesson and practicing/packing that needs to happen before hand.
ttyl
~Annatheeverquestioningpyscho~
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| HAPPY BIRTHDAY, MOMMY!!!!!
she turns.... ehhh well I'll let you figure that out. :)
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